Selasa, 22 Februari 2011

Don't Bring Me Down

Ah-ah-aah-ah
Ah-ah-aah-ah (x4)

Hey, watz up
We back up in the cut
Beat it up into submission
We don't need no permission
Black Eyed Peas tha coalition
Everybody go and listen
We're going on a mission
Giving you what you've been missing

So scream, and shout,
You gotta let it out
The energy will never die
I can see it in a crowd
Get your engine up,
Get your engine up
And wave your hands high
Like your tryin' touch a sky
But,

Don't bring me down (Just pick me up)
Don't bring me down (Just pick me up-up)
Don't bring me down (Just pick me up)
Don't bring me down

Ah-ah-aah-ah
Ah-ah-aah-ah (x4)

Hey, hot dam,
We back up in the jam
Gotta drop it like slam
We rock it cause we can
Lets scream (Lets scream),
And shout (And shout)
Lets turn us of the out
Yeh, we burning down the house
Don't know what we all about

Yeh
The energetic
Soul magnetic
Gravitates
My poetic
You connect
Cause I'm connetic
This is real
It ain't cosmetic
We are feeling
Not synthetic
When I sin,
Did you walk in it?
It's so slim
It can't forget it

I know you loving the sound
Don't bring me down (Just pick me up)
Don't bring me down (Just pick me up-up)
Don't bring me down (Just pick me up)
Don't bring me down

Ah-ah-aah-ah
Ah-ah-aah-ah (x4)

Don't let me, don't let me figure
Go home and bring me down
Feel the esculator
Move up to higher ground [x5]

Don't let the elevator bring you down (x3)

Firework - Katty Perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
*Catatan JuDaSe hari ini*

hei loggy ٩(-̮-̃)۶
aku hari ini ga sekolah lagi -,-
kemarin sih libur.. tapi hari ini aku kesiangan -,- TOENGGGG!!!!
bangun bangun "hayah!!! kesiangan gue"
dikiranya libur jadi ga dibangunin. biasanya kalo gue ga bangun kan dibangunin -,-
hari ini kaga (╥﹏╥) omegodddd
jadilah hari ini aku sendiri lagi dirumah. kaya penunggu aja.. hiii
¯\('_')/¯jaga rumah udah kaya satpammm

semalem chat di mxit sih =,=
semalem sebenernya mata mah udah sayu banget udah mau tepar tapi sengaja di tahan =,=
karena sesuatu..
ya bego sih emang :z
udah tau besok sekolah malah mxitan.

semalem  gue chat aja sama adit :z
si linglung cerita apaan tau kaga paham :z
biasa lah ababil. iya iya aja gue mah.
masa dari bahas makalah jadi bahas berat T_T helahhhh

dia makasih sama makalah yang gue kasih waktu itu.
akwakwakw.. itu kan juga gue cuma browsing gajelas =,=
jangan jangan di copas semua sama tuh anak.
rada setres juga dia =,=a

oiya melenceng..
iya gitu log.. =,=a
aku semalem sengaja banget ga tidur cuma mau chat sama adit.
kangen banget sama dia T_T
tapi semalem chat sama dia malah bikin gue tambah kangen sama dia :'(
aku ga ngerasain keberadaan dia.
aku kangen banget sama dia.
semakin aku ngobrol sama dia, semakin aku kangen sama dia.

aku masih belum bisa sadar :z
aku masih sayang sama dia.
aku ga bisa bohong log :z
kenapa harus gini??
aku cuma boleh sayang sebagai temen :')
aku tau aku ga boleh gini.
tapi emang cuma dia yang ngisi hati ini aku belum bisa ngelupain dia.


apa aku harus jedotin kepala supaya amnesia terus lupa sama dia.
kalo bisa aku mau lenyap aja ilang sejenak dari muka bumi.
urusan cinta emang agak rumit.

hah udahlah :z
sekarang gue bingung mau ngapain.
ckckckck..
bener bener pengangguran. kaga ada kerjaan. =.='
ngapain dong??
mxitan?? males ah :z
mending tidur aja.
yaudah, benerin blog aja deh..

Sabtu, 05 Februari 2011

Far away - B.Browser

we're so far away babe 
nothin' we can do on our way 
waiting' each other is only way... 
to gettin closer with you 
babe just pray, just pray 
so i can come back to you 
with same way... 

jalani sendiri penuh dengan sepi sunyi 
kulewati semua tanpa ada yang menemani 
tak jarang waktu ku isi dengan separuh hati 
tanpa hadirnya serasa jiwaku setengah mati 
jauhnya sebuah jarak yang jadi pemisah 
antara aku dan dia yang berada di beda kota 
kian tersa saat sang rindu mulai merasuk 
menusuk tulang, membuatku sedikit terpuruk 
semakin rindu akan belaianya yang lembut 
mengingatkan aku akan waktu saat kita terbalut 
buaian masa yang kita jalin bersama 
begitu indahnya hingga hadirkan pesona 
agaknya semua harus mulai bisa kuterima 
kita berdua harus bisa lebih dewasa 
kita hanya terpisahkan oleh jarak 
tidak hati, dan aku pasti akan kembali lagi... 

kau tau sayang jauh bukan tanpa alasan 
aku disini mengejar suatu tujuan 
wujudkan suatu impian untuk menjadi mapan 
kejar masa depan sesuai dengan harapan 
ini tuntutan sebuah kehidupan 
karena kewajibanku sebagai lelaki kedepan 
memberi nafkah lahir batin serta membahagiakan 
belahan hati siapapun itu nanti kuemban 
jadi ku harap kau mengerti akan hal ini 
pengertianmu kan membuatku bisa tetap berdiri 
lewati hari hari, walau hanya sendiri 
setidaknya kau selalu setia menemani 
di hati, dengan sedikit cinta yang kau beri 
sungguh memberi arti, disetiap jalan yang kutiti 
yang pada akhirnya aku bisa wujudkan 
semua angan untuk kita berdua kedepan...

Jumat, 04 Februari 2011

Far east movement - Like a G6

Hook

Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6

Verse 1

Gimme that Mo-Moet
Gimme that Cry-Crystal
Ladies love my style, at my table gettin wild
Get them bottles poppin, we get that drip and that drop
Now give me 2 more bottles cuz you know it don't stop

(808) Hell Yeaa
Drink it up, drink-drink it up,
Sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunk
They be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunk
Sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunk

Hook

Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6

Verse 2

Sippin on, sippin on sizz, Ima ma-make it fizz
Girl I keep it gangsta, poppin bottles at the crib
This is how we live, every single night
Take that bottle to the head, and let me see you fly

(808) Hell Yeaa
Drink it up, drink-drink it up,
Sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunk
They be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunk
Sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunk

Hook

Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6

Bridge

It's that 808 bump, make you put yo hands up
Make you put yo hands up, put yo, put yo hands up
(You can't Touch this)
It's that 808 bump, make you put yo hands up
Make you put yo hands up, put yo, put yo hands up
(You can't Touch this)
Hell Yeaaa, Make you put yo hands up, Make you put yo hands up, put yo put yo hands up
Hell Yeaaa, Make you put yo hands up, Make you put yo hands up, put yo put yo hands up

Hook

Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard
When we drink we do it right gettin slizzard
Sippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6
Like a G6, Like a G6
Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6


More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/far_east_movement/#share

Your Not The Only One - Avril Lavigne

He'd already asked for my number
When will he call?, I wonder
I'd give it away on a Friday
I haven't heard a friggin' now it's Wednesday
I don't know what he's thinking,
He can leave me alone and I'll be waiting
I don't think so
There's other fish in the sea
Who would love to swim with me

You're not the only one
Out there for me,
And I know (and I know),
You're not the only one
Who's gonna be
For me (for me)

There's other fishes in the sea
There's other fishes in the sea

You finally called and I'm not home
Don't even bother at all
Can't remember what he looks like
It's been 14 days, that's not my type
I know they're not all like that
There's gotta be some that don't think they're all that
Yes I know so,
There's other fish in the sea
Who would love to swim with me

You're not the only one
Out there for me,
And I know (and I know),
You're not the only one
Who's gonna be
For me (for me)

There's other fishes in the sea
There's other fishes in the sea (in the sea)
There's other fishes in the sea
There's other fishes in the sea (fishes in the sea)

You're not the only one
Out there for me,
And I know (and I know),
You're not the only one
Who's gonna be (be)
For me (for me)

You're not the only one
(There's other fishes in the sea)
You're not the only one
(There's other fishes in the sea)
You're not the only one
(There's other fishes in the sea)
You're not the only one
(There's other fishes in the sea)

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/avril_lavigne/#share

What the hell - Avril lavigne

You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
All cuz I was making out with your friend (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I can't stop cuz I'm having too much fun (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can't save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!

What? What? What the hell

So what? If I go out on a million dates? (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play (e-yea)

You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me (?)
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy (crazy! )

All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can't save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!

La la la la la la la
Whoa whoa whoa
La la la la la la la
Whoa whoa whoa
You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell (what the hell! )
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about (I don't care about! )
All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about (If you love me)
If you love me (you know)
If you hate me (you know)
You can't save me
Baby, baby (If you love me)
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!

La la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/avril_lavigne/#share

u smile - Justin Bieber


Lyrics | Justin Bieber lyrics - U Smile lyrics
Oh
Yeah heah yheah
Mmmmmmmmmmmmm

I'd wait on you forever and a day
Hand and foot
Your world is my world
Yeah
Ain't no way you're ever gon' get
Any less than you should
Cause baby
You smile I smile (ooh)
Cause whenever
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey

Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn't have let you know
I'm always gonna do what they say (hey)
If you need me
I'll come running
From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile (ooooooooh whooooaaaa)
You smile I smile
Heeeey

Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
Cause baby (hey)
You smile I smile (whooooaaaa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Make me smile baby

Baby you won't ever work for nothing
You are my ins and my means now
With you there's no in between
I'm all in
Cause my cards are on the table
And I'm willing and I'm able
But I fold to your wish
Cause it's my command
Hey hey hey

You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Oh

You smile I smile

You smile I smile

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/#share

That should be me - Justin Bieber


Lyrics | Justin Bieber lyrics - That Should Be Me lyrics
(Verse 1)
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me,
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't
(Chorus)
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe that
That should be me

That should be me
(Verse 2)
You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working cause you know that
(Chorus)
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me
(Bridge)
I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart

Ooooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

(Holding your hand)
That should be me
(The one making you laugh (oh baby oh))
That should be me

That should be me
(Giving you flowers)
That should be me
(Talking for hours)
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never should've let you go
That should be me

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/#share

Kiss and Tell - Justin Bieber


Lyrics | Justin Bieber lyrics - Kiss and Tell lyrics
Yeah
J-J-J JB
Yeah, whoa, whoa
No, noo,

Now I can see it girl,
You ain't gotta say nothing
Your lips are callin me,
Like they wanna do something,

I feel the chemistry,
Yeah we got it made,
A little kiss is a definite possibility,
Seen you a couple times,
Had a couple conversations,
Since you've been on my mind,
Had a couple observations,

If you a fly chick,
You could be my chick,
Play by the rules and
You could get what I get,

Just keep it quiet,
Keep it on the hush
(Yeah, yeah)
And what we do keep it just between us,
(Yeah, yeah)

I don't want to see a tweet about JB,
Cause the only people that should know,
Is you and me so,

Baby, I know that you're cool
With rockin with me,
But I can't have you tellin everybody
You got me all twisted with your lips
Like this,

So tell me, tell me,
Are you gonna kiss, kiss and tell,
Tell me are you gonna kiss, kiss and tell
Tell me are you gonna kiss me
Then tell everybody,
That you got me twisted
With your lips girl,
Are you gonna kiss and tell,

It's confidential,
No one has to do with it,
Just you and me girl,
Tellin' will ruin it,

Don't need that TMZ,
All in our privacy,
Use em' lips for kissin girl,
If you wanna ride with me,

And if you wanna tell somebody,
Then we can call the whole thing off,
No Problem

You can go your way,
And I'll go mine,
But I'd rather spend a little time with you,
Yeah,

Just keep it quiet,
(Yeah, yeah)
Keep it on the hush,
And what we do,
Keep it just between us,
(Yeah, yeah)

I don't wanna see a tweet about JB,
Cause the only people that should know,
Is you and me so,

Baby, I know that you're cool
With rockin with me,
But I can't have you tellin everybody
You got me all twisted with your lips like this,

So tell me, tell me,
Are you gonna kiss, kiss and tell,
Tell me are you gonna kiss, kiss and tell
Tell me are you gonna kiss me
Then tell everybody,
That you got me twisted with your lips,
Girl are you gonna kiss and tell,

Tell, said are you gonna kiss and tell,
Tell, said are you gonna kiss and tell,
Tell, said are you gonna kiss and tell,
Kiss and tell

Oh,
Don't tell your homies,
Don't tell you mama,
Don't tell your girlfriend,
That'll start some drama,

Stay off that facebook,
I'll treat you real good,
You keep this private,
And you can get what I get,
(Ohh)

Baby, I know that you're cool
With rockin with me,
But I can't have you tellin everybody,
You got me all twisted with your lips like this,

So tell me, tell me,
Are you gonna kiss, kiss and tell,
Tell me are you gonna kiss, kiss and tell
Tell me are you gonna kiss me,
Then tell everybody,
That you got me twisted
With your lips girl,
Are you gonna kiss and tell,

Whoa,
Kiss and tell,
Whoa, whoa

I'm not about that,
If you're gonna kiss and tell
No, no, no
If you're gonna kiss and tell,
If you're gonna kiss and tell,
That's not me

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/#share

STUCK IN THE MOMENT


Lyrics | Justin Bieber lyrics - Stuck In The Moment lyrics
 
 
 
With you
With you
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place

Now Romeo & Juliet
Bet they never felt the way we felt
Bonnie & Clyde
Never had to hide like
We do
We do

You and I, both know it can't work
It's all fun and games
'Til someone gets hurt
And I don't,
I won't let that be you

Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
That there might be something real between us two
Who knew
Now we don't wanna fall but
We're trippin' in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
Cause I know you can't love me here

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space cause
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like Adam & Eve
Tragedy was a destiny
Like Sonny & Cher
I don't care
I got you baby

See we both
Fightin' every inch of our fibers
Cuz aint no way it's gonna end right but
We are both too foolish to stop

Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
That there might be something real between us two
Who knew
And we don't wanna fall but
We're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
And I know you can't love me here

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
But fight with time and space cause
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like
Just because this cold, cruel world say we can't be
Baby we both have the right to disagree
And I ain't with it
And I don't wanna be so old and gray
Reminiscing 'bout these better days
But convince just telling us to let go
So we'll never know

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
Cause everything we did
And everything we have is stuck in the moment
Yeahhhh

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
(Oh no no)
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
(Nothing my heart can do)
To fight with time and space
(And space)
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

Yeah

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/#share
*Catatan JuDaSe hari ini*

long time no see..
hahha
aku bingung.
banyak yang bilang aku berubah
dari hati, aku merasa biasa aja
ga ada yang berubahh
aku ya aku..
begini lah aku dari dulu.
ga ada yang berubah dan harus dirubah.

aku, seorang juwita dama septanti yang akan tetap seperti ini sampai kapanpun.

aku sadar aku aneh.
lain dari orang orang lainnya.

aku aneh.
aku bisa berubah jadi pribadi yang sangat ramah..
dan dalam beberapa jam, aku juga bisa berubah jadi pribadi yang menjengkelkan.
aku bisa berubah jadi apapun yang aku mau.
tergantung situasi dan kondisi.
aku bisa berubah jadi sangat baik dan kalau seseorang berani menyakiti ku, aku bisa berubah menjadi orang yang sangat jahat.
aku bisa menjadi sangat kejam.
tanpa ragu aku akan melampiaskan semua kemarahanku.

dari kecil aku memang berbeda dari saudara saudara ku.
aku pribadi yang periang..
pembangkang
pemberontak!
jika aku tidak menyukai sesuatu, aku tak segan utuk berkomentar pedas.

tapi perlahan aku berubah.
keadaan yang mengubahku.
aku yang dulu terbiasa bernyanyi riang di dalam rumah, kini lebih memilih banyak diam.
bersembunyi dalam topeng yang selalu aku kenakan.
topeng yang membuat ku tetap terlihat baik baik saja.

entah apa yang terjadi padaku.
aku merasa mengalami gangguan jiwa.
seolah aku bukanlah aku.

dulu aku tak segan bergelayut di lengan ibu.
sekarang??
semua berbeda..
180 derajat berubah.
untuk sekedar meminta uang guna memenuhi kebutuhan sekolah pun aku ragu.
aku takut.
aku lebih senang menabung dan menggunakan uangku untuk membiayai semua keperluanku tanpa harus minta ibu.
ada rasa enggan yang timbul setelah pertengkaran beberapa tahun silam.
aku dan dia tak lagi seperti dulu.
akur, akrab dan lain lain.
aku tak lagi bisa bergelayut manja di lengannya.
aku tak lagi bisa merengek manja padanya.

aku yang sekarang berbeda.
dia yang dulu juga berbeda.

aku  yang sekarang, lebih senang diam.
menyimpan rapat semua rahasia ku.
aku lebih senang berbagi pada teman teman.

aku merasa semakin jauh dari dunia ku.
aku merasa terasing dan terdampar dalam sebuah realita yang tak ku mengerti.

aku merasa krisis identitas.
aku hilang.
aku bingung.
aku siapa?
untuk apa aku disini??

aku merasa terpojok..

haha!!

ada sebuah fakta lagi yang baru ku sadari =,=
akuuu
aku daritadi gatau ngetik apa..
sebuah suara terus menggema dalam batinku
otak ku di penuhi suara suara asing yang entah datang darimana.
aku tak mengenal mereka.
tapi mengapa mereka terus berteriak dalam pikiranku..
siapa mereka??
mungkinkah batinku yang bersuara??
bagaimana mungkin aku bisa mendengar suara batinku??
sedangkan aku sendiri merasa hampa.
kosong tanpa jiwa.

aku mengetikkan semua yang mereka suara kan
aku pun tak tau apa yang aku bicara kan disini.

jari jari ku menari diatas keyboard, dengan tuntunan suara suara tersebut.

sesungguhnya aku bisu.
kelu..
aku terdiam tapi aku merasa aku banyak bicara.
mungkin aku memang banyak bicara.
tetapi bukan lisanku yang berbicara.
mungkin batin.. :D
tapi seperti yang ku katakan tadi??
apa aku punya batin??
sedangkan aku sendiri merasa kosong.
mungkin kah mereka alien??
alien seperti yang santer di berita kan akhir akhir ini.
apakah mereka berasal dari dunia lain??
apakah mereka mengenalku??
kenapa mereka selalu ada disaat aku termenung sendiri??

kenapa mereka selalu ada disaat aku merasa tersakiti??

menuntunku melakukan hal gila.
aku suka..
aku suka saat mereka menuntun ku bermain dengan nyawa.
ya. aku suka itu!
aku suka ide idenya untuk mengakhiri hidup ini.
sangat kreatif..
ingin rasa nya aku mencoba.
tapi, disaat itu, seakan terjadi konflik antara mereka.
pihak yang 1 menyuruhku untuk tak segan mencobanya.
pihak yang lain melarangku untuk melakukannya..
pada akhirnya, aku urungkan niat ku untuk mencobanya.


aku..
aku merasa janggal.
merasa bukan aku yang sebenarnya